Daydreamer.

Yeah, that’s what I am.

Maybe because time has always confined

me in a room of frustrations.

A room wherein daydreaming is my only way out.

Do insomniacs resort to daydreaming

because they can’t have the usual dream the

normal people have while asleep?

Well, I’m not an insomniac, as far as I know,

But I feel the same way.

To continue a dream that I have the night before,

I’ll daydream.

And it’s far off the “usual-dreaming”,

‘coz daydreaming let you dream your own way.

Daydreaming serves as an outlet of my ideas.

It is where I am able to show off my creativity, my outlook, my visions, my viewpoints and standpoints.

This morning, I dreamt of my dream guy again.

But just a moment and that’s it.

So there goes my daydreaming…

“You may keep hold of  your love and your friend at the same time, but make sure with different hands.”

“I just not hold them with my bare hands; instead, I wrap my hands around and embrace them. But lately I thought  to buy me a super glue, so my hands won’t ever slip and let them go.

“One more thing, please remember not to do things if you just have to, should do, or must do. Do them because you feel you want to. Do them because you’re sincere. You may commit mistakes many times, but don’t ask for forgiveness unless you mean it, unless you know for yourself you’re worth forgiving. Even if it will take time for you to realize and become conscious, asking forgiveness with deep sincerity proves that you’re worth forgiving after all.”

“And indeed, honesty to oneself is honesty to those who matter. Sincerity to oneself is sincerity to those who matter. It’ll just come out to you, and I’ll just feel it too.

Our conversation was too good to be true, I know.

So for my ending…

…much better to be true.